It seems odd to be complaining about heat -- I suppose for half of the world, this is not even a consideration as winter is coming and that means rain, snow, gray skies, and well COLD
I have a lot of stuff to do today, just school odds and ends --- should really keep me busy -- I just spent lunch with one of my longest term best friends, and it was nice to just talk one on one with him --- seems like everything's going good with him and for that, I am glad
As for me, things are really brightening up -- I'm really working on myself and how I feel about certain things in my life -- basically finding out about myself after "being away" from knowing myself for such a long time -- and well, it feels really good -- and I'm glad for the blessings I have in my life, my family, my wonderful friends, the other people who support me, and of course someone who I thought I might have turned away for good --
So I'm just feeling really blessed to have this opportunity -- to look within and learn about myself -- and change my life for the positive, which is work, but like really good work for the soul -- and funny as it sounds, I'm becoming a pretty nice guy after all -- who'd have thought that? hahaha, no seriously--- it took hitting rock bottom for me to realize that there is important work to do on me -- and I'm taking it day by day, and hoping that I can continue to feel good about myself and be able to give and receive and relate in a healthy way with others
Feels good -- so off we go to do some work, for those in pain, may peace follow you -- I know how that feels like when all you want is peace
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well, I think that it's one of those crosses that everyone should bear at one point in their life -- because it's very easy to let your heart, head, habits, and actions really get out of alignment with each other -- and that's not a healthy way to live or to deal with others
good luck in the self discovery process... many people spend their entire lives trying to avoid it. im glad you are taking the plunge.