Well, the self discovery process is going real well -- this is not to say that there are not ups and downs --- or moments where I wonder who I really am and I wonder if people will like me and the way I feel about things now -- but the support of my friends and family has been really helpful -- and I feel more confident about just being me, and dropping a lot the old baggage that I may have had relating to like trust and abandonment, hurt, etc. -- I have a whole samsonite display, it seems like --- :) And everyone that has been helping and being supportive, thanks so much because it would be really hard to go it alone with this -- and you guys all give me the strength to get better and feel better about myself -- so thanks everyone, all of you :)
I went to Dance Hall Crashers last night, and that was a great deal of fun -- and like feeling threatened for my life --- not of physical harm or anything -- it was so crowded, it was like body to body and umm, i'm kinda more claustrophobic than i ever imagined -- and it's kind of not too comfortable to have drunk people swinging elbows while dancing while you are so tight next to them -- i guess, i feel that this really challenged my concept of personal space, and it was pretty emotional as a result
So that's all for now, at the Garden, we hope that you all have enjoyable weekends -- and that if you are in pain right now, that peace goes with you
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