I went to the mall today with my mom ... she wanted to go buy some new walking shoes and there was a sale at the local Federated Dept Store
During lunch, the topic of why SD went to the mainland for the week came up ... so I told my mom what was going on ... after which, I was very surprised with her response to that information
She had encouraged me that I should do the same if I wanted to ... I have no inclination to do it
By do it, I do not mean to go on a vacation ... I just have never been very intrigued by my shadowy origins ... SD lately has come in contact with the two people who brought her to life, and I think that it is very positive for her to finally get some closure on these issues
For me, I discovered I already feel content and closed with what I already know and the life I already have
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You know, I have thought about this issue more and at the end of the day, I'm just not curious about it
I don't know what exactly that means because generally I have a healthy curiosity about things -- but this kind of stuff, I really dont
I guess I don't feel uncertainty in my family life or about my origins -- I feel pretty stable in that area, so ... yeah, I'm not dying to know more or relate to these people
i guess for some there is a burning desire to know things.
i don't need to know what I don't neeed to know.
i've never known my real father and don't have any plans to get to know him... nor do i have a burning desire to know. Nothing is missing for my life as far as that is concerned.
Out of sight out of mind?
maybe for me... yes.